Woods Of Infinity - 2005 - Hej Då

 

Total Holocaust Records – THR-88  313.46MB FLAC

Hej då means goodbye, but Woods of Infinity does not deliver the word with clean closure. There is no firm door shutting between one life and another, no dignified farewell followed by silence. The album inhabits the unstable period after departure has been announced but before the emotional debris has settled. Affection, disgust, childhood memory, coldness, ridicule, sexual unease, sentimentality, and hatred remain tangled together, refusing to separate into morally convenient rooms. Woods of Infinity makes black metal from that tangle. The music is raw enough to feel damaged, melodic enough to become intimate, and strange enough that intimacy never becomes safe.

The duo’s method is immediately recognizable but difficult to classify precisely. Melkor’s guitars and programmed drums establish the black-metal skeleton, yet the songs rarely behave with the ceremonial severity expected from the form. Riffs can sound mournful, triumphant, awkward, naïve, or deliberately overripe, sometimes within the same passage. Ravenlord’s vocals move even more unpredictably, shifting among shrieks, whispers, muttering, wounded cries, deranged laughter, and voices that resemble private characters escaping from an internal theatre. The production leaves everything slightly exposed and unbalanced. Instead of correcting the instability, Woods of Infinity treats it as the album’s emotional truth.

“Rationen krymprygg” opens without politely introducing the world to follow. Its compact duration gives it the feeling of a grotesque little doorway, a fragment whose meaning may be clear to the people inside the song but remains deliberately crooked to everyone else. The music already refuses the ordinary heroic posture of black metal. There is grandeur in the guitars, but it is continually compromised by vocal behaviour too uncomfortable, comic, or vulnerable to preserve a majestic mask. Woods of Infinity understands that ugliness can become more disturbing when it retains traces of play.

“Köld,” simply “Cold,” might appear to promise a familiar black-metal landscape, but the cold here is psychological rather than geographical. It is the temperature produced when closeness fails, when affection remains present but can no longer reach its object cleanly. The guitar melodies carry genuine sorrow, while the voice resists becoming a noble sufferer. Ravenlord sounds needy, hostile, theatrical, frightened, and mocking, sometimes all at once. This is not the purified loneliness of a solitary figure standing above a frozen valley. It is the messier cold of being trapped beside one’s own memories.

“Under färden,” “During the Journey,” expands that condition into movement. Travel ordinarily suggests progress, but Woods of Infinity makes the route feel circular. The guitars advance while the emotional situation returns repeatedly to the same damaged center. Samples and vocal interruptions create the sensation that other times are leaking into the present, as though the journey cannot proceed without carrying every previous room, relationship, humiliation, and desire along with it. The track’s length allows melancholy to become strangely immersive, yet the band never lets atmosphere settle into harmless beauty.

“Kärlek och vänskap,” “Love and Friendship,” places two of the most reassuring human ideas inside a record that distrusts reassurance. Woods of Infinity does not attack love because love is weak. The music is disturbing because love possesses enormous power and can become entangled with dependency, jealousy, memory, fantasy, and harm. Friendship can protect people, but it can also provide the language through which boundaries become confused or betrayal becomes possible. The song’s melodic tenderness is genuine, which makes its surrounding discomfort more difficult to dismiss as mere provocation. Something precious is being handled badly, and the listener is left close enough to notice.

“Piskar ut mitt hat,” roughly “Whipping Out My Hate,” converts private emotion into physical action. The phrasing is intentionally excessive, almost adolescent in its desire to make hatred visible and bodily. Yet the song’s force comes from the suspicion that hatred may be grief wearing protective equipment. Woods of Infinity repeatedly places aggression beside wounded sentiment, allowing each to expose the other. The harsher the declaration becomes, the more clearly one hears the emotional dependence beneath it. Hatred cannot stop circling what supposedly deserves rejection.

“En förgången tid,” “A Bygone Time,” is the album’s broadest and most emotionally ambitious movement. Its extended form gives the melodies enough space to acquire the scale of memory rather than ordinary composition. A bygone time is never recovered accurately. It survives through selected images, repeated stories, shame, nostalgia, and details that may become more vivid after their original context has disappeared. The track sounds almost triumphant at moments, but the triumph belongs to memory’s power, not to the life being remembered. The past wins because the present cannot prevent it from returning.

“Det som hände,” “What Happened,” follows with a title so plain that it becomes ominous. The phrase suggests an event too central to ignore but too difficult, shameful, or unstable to name directly. What happened? The album does not provide a dependable account. Instead, it demonstrates how recollection changes under emotional pressure. Voices multiply, textures blur, and musical beauty coexists with the sense that something remains profoundly wrong. The listener receives atmosphere rather than testimony, which means interpretation must remain cautious. Woods of Infinity creates a disturbed perspective, not an objective record of events.

Then comes Barry Manilow’s “Old Songs,” one of the strangest cover choices in black metal and one of the clearest statements of the duo’s purpose. The original song concerns old music awakening memories of love, exactly the sentimental mechanism operating throughout Hej då. Woods of Infinity does not cover it merely as a joke or an act of genre desecration. They reveal the darkness already present in extreme nostalgia. An old song can return a lost person with terrifying immediacy, reopen an emotional period thought to be finished, or make an invented past feel more real than the present. By forcing Manilow’s sentiment through their damaged black-metal language, the duo shows that easy-listening tenderness and underground despair may be feeding upon the same human weakness.

The cover also punctures the expectation that black metal must defend itself from softness. Woods of Infinity is willing to appear ridiculous because ridicule is one of the risks of emotional honesty. The performance does not wink safely at the audience and return to seriousness afterward. It allows the sentimental song to alter the album’s balance. Once “Old Songs” has passed through, the preceding melodies sound even more openly nostalgic, while the band’s supposed perversity begins to resemble a malformed response to ordinary needs for affection, remembrance, and connection.

“Sakrament” closes the record by giving those needs a ritual form. A sacrament turns material action into a carrier of invisible meaning. Water, bread, wine, touch, confession, or repeated words become more than their physical ingredients because a community agrees that transformation has occurred. Woods of Infinity makes its own damaged sacrament from distortion, memory, taboo, cheap programming, melodic beauty, and a voice unwilling to remain socially presentable. The ceremony offers no purification. It consecrates contradiction.

The album’s controversial lyrical reputation cannot be ignored, but neither should it become a carnival banner replacing the music. Woods of Infinity repeatedly approaches subjects involving sexuality, childhood, violated innocence, emotional dependency, and grotesque fantasy. The value of confronting such material depends upon what the confrontation reveals. Hej då is strongest when its ugliness exposes the unstable border between tenderness and possession, or shows how memory and desire can become corrupted. It is weakest when provocation threatens to turn another person’s vulnerability into scenery for transgression. The discomfort should remain active rather than being neutralized through either censorship or collector admiration.

What ultimately distinguishes Hej då is the absence of a clean position from which to judge its narrator. The voice is not a trustworthy confessor, heroic villain, detached storyteller, or uncomplicated victim. It is an unstable bundle of impulses attempting to turn private confusion into music. That instability does not excuse anything suggested by the record, but it prevents the songs from functioning as simple declarations. The listener enters a psyche where love can become threat, comedy can become self-protection, nostalgia can become imprisonment, and beauty can appear in places where one would rather not encounter it.

The goodbye announced by the title therefore feels less like farewell to a person than farewell to an earlier artistic self. Woods of Infinity keeps the crude emotional immediacy of its earlier work while allowing melody, memory, and compositional ambition to grow around it. The result is neither polished nor mature in the reassuring sense. It is more dangerous because the band has become capable of making its disorder beautiful.

Hej då ends without assuring us that whatever happened has been understood, forgiven, or left behind. Old songs remain capable of opening old rooms. Love and friendship retain their shadows. The cold has entered the journey, and the past keeps singing from inside the distortion. Goodbye is spoken, but Woods of Infinity already knows that certain things do not leave merely because language tells them to go.

Woods of Infinity - 2008 - Hopplos Vantan

 

Supernal Music – FERLY059MCD  191.12MB FLAC

Woods of Infinity’s Hopplös Väntan is a half-hour room with no clean exit. Its title translates as “Hopeless Waiting,” but the waiting described here is not passive stillness. It is the condition of being trapped between an event and its consequences, between childhood and whatever adulthood did to childhood, between the protective fiction of national innocence and the violent fantasies concealed inside it. The six listed tracks continually cross those borders. Gentle, almost devotional melodies are attached to programmed drums, abrasive vocals and lyrics about psychic injury, suicide, sexual predation and racial mythology. Ordinary Swedish roads and forests become sites of private nightmare. Humor appears, but it is the humor of someone drawing a smiling face on a locked door. Beauty appears even more frequently, and that is where the record becomes genuinely difficult. Woods of Infinity do not merely alternate beauty and ugliness. They allow each to occupy the other, so that a melody may be consoling and contaminated at the same time.
Formed in Umeå in 1999 by Melkor and Ravenlord, Woods of Infinity began as a raw, private black-metal project and gradually became something far stranger. By the middle of the following decade, the group had moved beyond the recognizable grammar of primitive Scandinavian black metal without abandoning its thin guitars, programmed percussion or wounded vocal extremity. Melkor described this development as a personal metamorphosis, with obscure records, films, homemade recordings and scraps of environmental sound entering the music alongside the guitars. The project’s objective was not technical perfection or genre discipline but emotional reaction. Apathy was the enemy. That intention helps explain why Woods of Infinity can resemble depressive black metal, folk music, homemade sound collage, adolescent confession, obscene comedy and provincial surrealism within the same composition. Hopplös Väntan, recorded between 2006 and 2008 at the appropriately named Evilmusic Studios, may be the most concentrated expression of that method. It appeared after the comparatively expansive Hamptjärn and the Frozen Nostalgia EP, compressing the band’s entire unstable emotional world into the dimensions of a mini-album.
The cover presents the contradiction before a note is heard. Its dark principal image is nearly swallowed by blackness, suggesting the standard promise of hidden evil, but the adjoining photograph shows Melkor and Ravenlord cheek-to-cheek, grinning and mugging for the camera. Rather than protecting the music with anonymous silhouettes or ceremonial severity, the photograph exposes two ordinary men enjoying their own company. This does not make the record harmless. It makes it more unsettling. Black metal often depends upon distance, transforming musicians into remote figures inhabiting forests, ruins or metaphysical darkness. Woods of Infinity repeatedly destroy that distance. Their cruelty, melancholy and absurdity come from recognizable human beings, not mythological monsters. The ridiculous and the frightening share a face because, outside music as well as within it, they frequently do.
Melkor handles the instruments, noises and programmed percussion, while Ravenlord supplies the vocals, lyrics and samples. That economical division gives the record an unusually unified psychology. The guitars rarely behave as displays of force. They establish repeating emotional environments, melodies whose apparent simplicity permits them to become obsessive. The programmed drums can sound deliberately unyielding, less like the physical turbulence of a live player than a clock continuing after the person listening has ceased to believe in time. Over this machinery, Ravenlord’s voice moves through rasping accusation, injured declamation and forms of near-theatrical character performance. Samples do not decorate the songs so much as open trapdoors inside them. The result is not a seamless atmosphere. Woods of Infinity cultivate seams, abrupt changes and incompatible materials because psychic experience itself does not arrive as a perfectly mastered album. Memory interrupts. Shame changes the lighting. Something ridiculous wanders into the funeral and refuses to leave.
“Labrador” opens with childhood shelter already understood as something irretrievable. Its narrator remembers a loving home and years of protection, then describes a later possession by a demon, whether read literally, psychologically or as a metaphor for trauma. The protected period has become an epilogue to a happiness that will never return. Emotional numbness follows, expressed not as fashionable sadness but as a kind of internal necrosis: the body continues smiling and seeing while those outward signals have become messages sent by someone already dead. Near the song’s end, the language turns toward violation and immobilization, suggesting that the break between childhood and adulthood was not natural maturation but an act committed against the self. The title remains unexplained, and that opacity is valuable. “Labrador” may denote a place, an animal, an association known only to the writers or simply a word whose private emotional weight cannot be recovered by outsiders. The music does not solve it. Instead, the title sits beside the song like an object preserved from childhood whose original meaning has been forgotten while its emotional charge remains.
As an opening track, “Labrador” establishes the wounded subject from whom much of the album’s later violence will radiate. Its importance lies in the refusal to organize that wound into a redemptive story. There is no claim that suffering produced wisdom, character or artistic nobility. The song describes damage as damage. The melody provides tenderness, but tenderness is not presented as a cure. It becomes evidence of what was once available and can now only be remembered. This is one of Woods of Infinity’s most effective techniques: writing music beautiful enough to evoke safety while using the lyrics to demonstrate that safety has already disappeared. The listener is not escorted back to childhood. The listener is shown the illuminated window from outside, in the cold, after the door has ceased to open.
“Backenvägen” turns that interior damage outward in a graphic first-person fantasy of stalking, sexual violence and murder. The setting is not an abstract dungeon or gothic nowhere. It is a road in Umeå, surrounded by wet asphalt, late-summer darkness, damp vegetation and the warm lights of inhabited rooms. Those details make the song more disturbing than conventional horror imagery would. The narrator moves through a world in which other people are going home, families are eating and windows are glowing, while he converts a sixteen-year-old girl into an object of pursuit. Northern scenery is rendered with genuine affection at the same moment that the human being within it is stripped of personhood. The song therefore stages a collision between aesthetic sensitivity and moral vacancy. Its speaker notices moisture, fragrance, seasonal change and domestic warmth, but none of that perception develops into empathy. Sensitivity alone does not make a person good. It may merely furnish a predator with richer scenery.
Toward the end, the narrator’s threatening authority is punctured by an awkward stumble during the pursuit and by a grotesquely contradictory request for both forgiveness and further violence. This can be interpreted as black comedy, an attack on the glamorous serial-killer persona or a way of making the speaker contemptible rather than powerful. Yet satire does not automatically disinfect the material it handles. “Backenvägen” draws much of its force from placing the listener inside a predatory consciousness for an extended period, and the object of that consciousness remains a violated teenage girl rather than an abstraction. The clumsiness of the narrator may undermine his self-image, but it does not restore the imagined victim’s agency. Woods of Infinity often rely on uncertainty about whether something is confession, fantasy, parody or bait. Here that uncertainty becomes part of the moral pressure. The song cannot be made safe by choosing the most flattering interpretation.
The title Hopplös Väntan acquires another meaning through “Backenvägen.” Waiting is not only the depressed person’s suspension between life and death. It is also predation, the narrator anticipating the correct night and the vulnerable person who will enter it. The same word can belong to victim, predator and observer, which gives the album its claustrophobic quality. Everyone appears to be waiting, but they are not waiting for the same thing. One person waits for pain to stop, another for an opportunity to inflict it, another for a sleeping country to awaken. The record places these incompatible desires beside one another without constructing a stable moral speaker to guide us through them.
“Karnevals” is the emotional center of the EP and perhaps its most immediately beautiful composition. Its melody carries the gravity of an old hymn, and listeners familiar with Scandinavian devotional music have recognized its kinship with a traditional religious tune. Woods of Infinity redirect that inherited musical language away from salvation and toward suicide. Time inflicts wounds from cradle to grave; seconds accumulate into years; old pain returns with the reliability of liturgy. The narrator reaches blindly for a gun, imagines drowning in darkness, leaves loved ones behind and walks toward a private body of water while envisioning the parents who will eventually bury him. There is no promise of reunion or afterlife. When consciousness ends, nothing remains.
Using hymn-like music for such words is more than a simple ironic reversal. Hymns are communal structures. They organize breath, memory and belief among people singing together. “Karnevals” borrows that emotional architecture for a consciousness withdrawing from every community, including the family that will be left with the burial. The melody remembers consolation even when the lyric cannot believe in it. That produces a grief more complex than straightforward nihilism. A purely nihilistic song would not need to sound so much like something once trusted. “Karnevals” feels instead like faith’s empty house, still containing the shape of the furniture after everything has been removed.
The song’s title introduces another inversion. A carnival ordinarily suspends social order through public excess, disguise, noise and collective celebration. Woods of Infinity’s carnival is inward, solitary and terminal. The masks are not removed to reveal authentic identity because the record repeatedly questions whether an intact identity remains beneath them. Even the band’s humor has this carnivalesque function, upsetting distinctions between solemnity and vulgarity, sacred melody and profane speech, compassion and cruelty. “Karnevals” is where that disorder briefly becomes merciful. The music offers the narrator a dignity that the worldview denies him, and it offers the listener an emotional entry that the lyrics immediately turn into a precipice.
“Törnrosasömnen,” whose title invokes Sleeping Beauty’s enchanted sleep, shifts from personal despair into political myth. It begins by asking why Sweden has lost its pride and who stole it. The fairy-tale image of a sleeping nation awaiting restoration is familiar nationalist machinery: the country is personified as an innocent body, historical complexity becomes a spell, and awakening requires identifying contaminating outsiders. Woods of Infinity filter this material through bizarre images involving swamp creatures, gold teeth, treacherous vegetables and radioactive crops. On the page, parts can resemble a feverish parody of racist panic, as though the vocabulary of national decline has been left too long in a damp cellar and begun growing absurd new organs.
That absurdity does not neutralize the song’s politics. Ravenlord’s contemporaneous interviews included explicit admiration for Nazism and plainly racist and antisemitic claims. Whatever degree of private joking, contradiction or deliberate provocation surrounded those statements, they remove the comfortable possibility that “Törnrosasömnen” is merely an external satire of beliefs the band did not share. The surreal vegetables may mock the hysteria of racial mythology while simultaneously participating in it. This is not unusual in extremist subcultures, where jokes serve as both camouflage and recruitment, allowing a statement to be withdrawn as comedy when challenged and restored as conviction among sympathetic listeners. Irony becomes a revolving door rather than an escape.
Musically, the track belongs to the same emotional universe as the rest of the EP, and that continuity is precisely the problem. The melodic melancholy that dignifies the suffering in “Labrador” and “Karnevals” is now attached to a fantasy of national injury. Personal loss is enlarged into ethnic grievance. The wounded child becomes the violated homeland; private alienation seeks relief through an imagined collective purity. This is one of the paths by which authentic pain can be politically corrupted. A person’s loneliness may be real, yet the explanation offered for it can still be false and vicious. If “Labrador” mourns innocence, “Törnrosasömnen” weaponizes nostalgia by pretending that a country once possessed the same kind of unbroken innocence and that particular populations are responsible for its disappearance.
The song is therefore the album’s moral sinkhole, but also an essential part of understanding its design. Removing it would make Hopplös Väntan easier to admire and less truthful as a document of the minds that created it. Woods of Infinity’s emotional openness cannot be separated cleanly from the ideology that entered that openness. The record asks whether beautiful music can launder hateful ideas by making them feel wounded, intimate or eccentric. It cannot. Emotional sincerity does not transform racism into truth, and originality does not create an exemption from judgment. At the same time, recognizing the ideology does not require pretending the melody has ceased to be affecting. The danger lies partly in the fact that it remains affecting.
“Snår & skare” is the only listed instrumental, and its position after “Törnrosasömnen” functions as both relief and aftermath. The title evokes thicket and hard snow crust, a landscape that resists smooth passage. A thicket catches clothing and obscures direction; snow crust may support a foot for a moment and then collapse beneath it. That terrain describes the experience of the record better than an open Scandinavian forest would. Hopplös Väntan offers no romantic wilderness into which the listener can disappear. Its natural world has surfaces, impediments and evidence of bodies moving through it. Even without a lyric, “Snår & skare” does not arrive as innocence restored. The preceding words remain in the air, and the instrumental becomes a space in which their implications continue without being named.
The absence of Ravenlord’s voice also reveals how much narrative pressure it normally exerts. With no character speaking, accusing, confessing or performing, the music can be encountered as environment rather than testimony. Yet the environment is not empty. After four songs dominated by damaged narrators, victims, grieving parents and nationalist hallucination, silence from the human speaker feels less like peace than temporary disappearance. The landscape has outlasted the argument. Woods of Infinity’s use of nature differs from black metal’s frequent presentation of the forest as purity, transcendence or refuge from modern society. Here the physical world is neither morally pure nor spiritually instructive. It simply continues, indifferent to the meanings projected onto it.
“Taken” closes the visible sequence with a title that can be read as the album’s final condition. Childhood has been taken, emotional vitality has been taken, a girl is imagined as being taken, life is surrendered, and nationalists imagine that their country has been taken from them. The same verb circulates through experiences that must not be treated as morally equivalent, but the repetition reveals the record’s obsession with lost autonomy. Every narrator locates meaning in something removed or threatened with removal. In the depressive songs, that structure generates mourning. In the predatory song, it generates entitlement to another person’s body. In the nationalist song, it generates resentment toward invented enemies. The belief that something essential has been stolen can produce grief, art, self-destruction or violence depending upon where responsibility is placed.
As a conclusion, “Taken” refuses the emotional release that “Karnevals” might have supplied had it ended the record. The album does not climax and resolve. It contracts into absence, leaving the listener with the sensation that something has happened without becoming fully recoverable as narrative. That is appropriate for a collection preoccupied with memory and damage. Traumatic experience often survives not as a coherent account but as fragments, bodily reactions, disconnected images and words carrying more weight than their definitions can explain. Hopplös Väntan is assembled according to that logic. It knows that sequence can suggest causality while never proving it.
The original CD then opens a concealed passage backward. After the six credited tracks, unlisted material associated with “Darkness and Death” returns from the 2000 Gaggenau demo period. These brief hidden pieces make the 2008 release fold back toward the band’s beginning. Instead of presenting Woods of Infinity’s development as a clean ascent from crude demo black metal into mature experimentation, the disc allows the earlier self to haunt the later one. The primitive material has not been surpassed. It survives beneath the polished catalog entry, waiting after the apparent ending. This is another form of hopeless waiting: the past remaining inside the present until the listener reaches the correct point of silence and discovers that it never left.
Hidden tracks were once a common physical-media ritual, but here the device carries unusual conceptual weight. A listener examining only the printed sequence encounters a thirty-minute mini-album. A listener who allows the disc to continue finds an archaeological chamber containing the project’s earlier identity. Digital files can expose these pieces immediately through track lengths and waveforms, yet the idea remains intact. The release has an official body and a secret remainder. That division suits a band whose work continually moves between disclosure and concealment, sincerity and performance, ordinary friendship and constructed monstrosity.
The 2010 vinyl edition complicates the object further. It rearranges the sequence, begins with “Backenvägen” rather than “Labrador,” and adds “Thule Vaknar” and “Rent Hat.” Opening with “Backenvägen” makes the record more immediately confrontational, placing predation before the childhood wound that might otherwise appear to contextualize it. The original CD sequence is psychologically more revealing. “Labrador” first establishes vulnerability and lost innocence, after which “Backenvägen” demonstrates that suffering does not necessarily produce sympathy and may coexist with fantasies of domination. The vinyl order withholds that route and forces the listener to confront the perpetrating voice before being shown any wounded interior. Neither sequence excuses the other; they simply alter the direction from which the locked room is entered.
The added vinyl tracks also turn a compact mini-album into a broader statement, while the original CD retains the concentrated unease of an object discovered between categories. It is longer than an EP in emotional reach but shorter than an album capable of building a stable world. That incompleteness serves it. Hopplös Väntan feels interrupted rather than concluded, as though its contents had accumulated until the container became intolerable and had to be sealed. Even the modest production contributes to this intimacy. The music does not possess the monumental distance of expensive atmospheric black metal. It remains close, handmade and faintly airless, with programmed mechanisms, guitar melody, voice and borrowed sound pressed into a small domestic chamber.
Woods of Infinity are frequently placed under the depressive or suicidal black-metal umbrella, but Hopplös Väntan exposes the limitations of that classification. The record contains depression and suicide, yet it is also interested in provincial geography, childhood memory, sexual horror, folk inheritance, political resentment, absurd comedy and the unstable relationship between personal testimony and invented character. It is less a representation of one mood than a collection of damaged methods for producing meaning. Depression is one room in the structure, not the whole house.
The album’s strongest musical quality is its refusal to treat melody as emotional decoration. Melody is an ethical and psychological force here. It creates sympathy, nostalgia and the possibility of communion, then exposes how those feelings can attach themselves to incompatible subjects. The sorrow surrounding a suicidal narrator may invite compassion. The same sorrow surrounding a nationalist fantasy may attempt to convert prejudice into bereavement. Listeners must distinguish between recognizing an emotion and accepting the explanation attached to it. One can hear loneliness without endorsing hatred, just as one can acknowledge musical beauty without declaring the object innocent.
That distinction is especially necessary with Woods of Infinity because parts of their audience have treated the band’s extremity as a puzzle that can be solved by the word “sarcasm.” The word is inadequate. Sarcasm may describe a tone, but it does not erase repeated ideological statements, and it cannot carry the entire ethical burden of violent sexual narratives or racist mythology. Art permits role-playing, contradiction, obscenity and unreliable speakers. It does not guarantee that every role is critical merely because it is excessive. Sometimes a grotesque performance attacks the worldview it depicts. Sometimes it indulges that worldview. Sometimes it does both, alternating so rapidly that the uncertainty becomes the work’s central mechanism.
Hopplös Väntan occupies that third and most uncomfortable territory. Its ambiguity is genuine, but ambiguity is not absolution. The record can be musically singular, emotionally perceptive and morally compromised at once. In fact, reducing it to either “great art” or “disgusting ideology” would flatten the very collision that makes it historically and psychologically revealing. The music deserves close attention because it demonstrates how tenderness, self-pity, humor, trauma and hatred can coexist without resolving one another. Human beings rarely divide themselves into the clean categories that record collections prefer.
This does not mean every listener owes the album engagement. “Backenvägen” may be intolerable for people whose histories make its imagined violence more than an aesthetic problem. “Törnrosasömnen” may make continued listening feel like granting access to a worldview that deserves none. Refusal is a legitimate critical response, not evidence that a listener failed a test of extremity. Black metal has often mistaken endurance for insight, as though remaining in the room with anything automatically produced deeper understanding. Sometimes leaving is understanding. Sometimes staying long enough to identify the mechanism is useful. The record offers no universal answer because the cost is not distributed equally among its listeners.
For those who do enter it, Hopplös Väntan is one of Woods of Infinity’s most concentrated and revealing releases. It contains their peculiar gift for melodies that seem remembered rather than composed, their use of cheap or deliberately unpolished means to create a densely private atmosphere, their collision of sacred feeling with vulgar interruption, and their refusal to maintain the protective theatrical distance of conventional black metal. It also contains the point at which openness curdles into ideological poison. The album’s achievement and its corruption are not stored on separate tracks. They leak into one another.
The smiling photograph may finally be the most honest image attached to the record. It prevents the listener from pretending that these songs emerged from supernatural darkness. They were made by two friends in Umeå, collecting sounds, programming drums, writing melodies, constructing voices and choosing words. That ordinariness neither condemns nor forgives them, but it returns responsibility to the human scale. Evil does not require grandeur. Neither does beauty. Both can be assembled in a small room by people laughing together, and both can travel inside the same thirty minutes of recorded sound.
The waiting is hopeless because no final verdict arrives to purify the experience. The wounded child does not recover. The predator’s absurdity does not restore his victim. The hymn does not produce an afterlife. The sleeping nation awakens only into a poisonous fantasy. The landscape offers no instruction, and the hidden tracks lead back to the beginning rather than forward to an answer. What remains is the knowledge that beauty and ugliness can inhabit the same riff, and that hearing both clearly is not the same as forgiving either.